sometimes, i guess i just gotta admit i am still human and weak afterall. i thought moving on would be easy since its not the first time such stuff happened. But it turns out to be difficult as well. ever since that night, my life has been a terrible nightmare. time ticks by so slowly and i swear a million thoughts ran through my mind. blame it on myself. i am a thinker. i like to have reasons to why things happened this way and that way. i like to have like a "confirmed" answer (maybe this is the reason why i enjoy doing accounts) i am weird this way.

so many times i was so tempted to text/call you, asking whether do you have answers to all of my questions about us. so many words left unsaid. up till today, i still dont believe you were brutally honest with me.

anyhow, like what everyone have been telling me, is all in the past now. no point getting all the answers to your questions because it aint gg to change anything.

even the taiwan drama said, "maybe i have lied to you about the reason for breaking up, but the break up is still real"

i just need to accept the fact you chose to walk out on me.

goodbye, and i'm gonna stop looking back.